9/1/2024

man i forget sometimes how many projects i have rattling around in my brain and then i sit down to work on them and it's like. oh my god. i'm never going to be able to get all of these done. ...learning new skills is so time-consuming...

i feel like some of the entries in my previous months are so embarrassing and cringe already but like... whatever... it's a personal blog... what am i supposed to do here except treat it like my personal Twitter account. no retweets here just me yelling into the void...

aughh though happy September!! I have SO many deadlines coming up in the next 3-4 weeks it's not even funny. I'm so tired already criesss... but I'll stay strong... I also have to finish editing my resumes and start applying for jobs which will really be a fun intersection. but again. I'll stay strong. oughhh wish me luck out here everypony. I'm Definitely overbooking and overtaxing myself a bit here haha so I'm really going to need it....

12/26/2024

HIIII LOL it's been a bit hasn't it. i wasn't very good w my time management this past semester i won't lie... my bad ...

cool life updates from the past few months: i hate my roommates so bad; I'm into kamen rider now; i did Not get a job for while I'm at school yet, and also my summer job declared bankruptcy and is going out of business in two months, so that's fun; I sorttt of mastered a song? and released it on Bandcamp and Spotify. ...That's all I have of note really. I wrote some things for my creative writing class that I'm thinking of touching up and putting somewhere on here as well.

I'm not sure how much I'll be working on this site over winter break? I've got a few things I'd like to do first but like we'll see how that all pans out lol. I did miss it though. ...I actually started learning ren'py some this past week LOL bcuz I wanted to make just Anything and I figured it'd keep me busy. It has been! Editing the UI has been suchhh slow going that I'm taking a break now LMAO but. even though HTML and CSS aren't programming languages on their own, it's still kinda wild how much better I've understood what I'm doing because of them. I don't know jack about Python, but bcuz I know these and have fucked around a little in javascript, it's been fairly easy to understand the documentation + just bs my way through some code. ...higher level coding stuff is gonna kick my ass still though. Lemma Soft Forums save me...

...despite fucking around in ren'py my game making days are definitely nottt in the near future lmaoooo... I've been battling to code a game that is literally just. playing rock paper scissors with hatsune miku. The basic code took me two seconds don't get it twisted but the UIs... oh geez... the UIs...... I don't honestly know if I finish it but I'll let y'all know if i do .

anyway that's all for now ~~ hopefully next time it won't take me 4 months to update LOL

1/31/2025

read some of these entries as i was fixing up the code and. man i don't even remember what i was on about in some of them. kind of funny to me

anyway hi. currently i am eating chips. i need to walk to the store + get some lotion but it looks so dreary outside.. all wet and foggy... so i don't want to. the weather is doing some weird things to my mood so i've been in the common room of my dorms today. a little bit ago someone else came in, connected their Switch to the TV, and then proceeded to just... ignore it draw on their iPad. not really sure what the thought process was there but it fascinates me. ...my laptop is starting to die, so i'm going to have to ove to a different table soon so that i can use my charger.

omg omg wait. as I was typing this, someone came in and started talking to the person with the Switch. they were waiting for someone!! they're watching youtube now. the room has gone from quiet and still to housing a little pocket of life and noise...

i hope you liked my mundane liveblog. i will probably never do it again but i had fun.

anyway this post will be going up alongside a lot of general site fixes/overhauls/edits i've been doing lately. I'm alllmost done so hopefully it won't be too far off... either way. see you then ~~

2/1/2025

wait i totally forgot i didn't know ANY css until last spring. guys. that's fucking crazy...? like. I could write css for a functional webpage without a code editor atp. ...I'm not saying it'd be a GOOD webpage, but I could do it. compared to Not even a year ago, when I couldn't do jackshit. that's actually insane...? god. you can always learn new skills dude. ...genuinely I'm flabbergasted by this.

...but also it explains sooo much about the Severely Ill CSS I keep running into as I'm cleaning things up. like Ohhhhh right.... I was sleep-deprived and ALSO a CSS infant when I wrote that... That would do it....